So.... Long time no seen and I'm not gonna pretend to be sorry. Blogging was never really my strong suit but have to admit it can be fun and tonight I was kind of feeling it so why not.

I was trying to write a post tonight, about how it's been 2 years since I've posted anything and 3 since I updated the bio. About how I don't stand by the horrible editing of the photos on this blog or the cringey things I've written. I wanted to write about how it's been so long and that the things on this blog might not represent who I am, what I know and what I can do now. I wanted to write about a lot of things but I don't seem to be able to so I'm just gonna leave it at this:

This is my diary and I might start using it again. (I also might not but that's besides the point ;) ) The past things on this blog are just that. The past. It's my story and even tough I couldn't edit photos for shit and my writhing is cringe gold I'm not gonna remove my history. I'll write whatever I want here and I might continue to post shitty pictures I don't and won't care what anyone else thinks. This blog is just for fun and if you're looking for my actual retouch stuff I'm gonna make a website for that but for now...